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Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Happy 7th Birthday, Carley
You are such a sweetie~ I love you!
Birth order: Morgan, Jesse, Cory, Tyler, Carley, Hannah, Laura
Me *julie* at # 8:36 AM
Monday, March 29, 2004
This is the true story behind how caleb got his head shaved!
From The Calvin and Hobbes 10th Anni. Book by Bill Watterson
Me *julie* at # 10:28 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2004
I thought this was a great quote from Rus:
Like chastity, good manners and regular church attendance, the ability to make a good pan of cornbread is a virtue in the south.
We made a cornbread version called Johnny Cake. But we have been told it isn't a true cornbread because it has too much sugar in it. We don't seem to mind!
This has been making me think if there is food that is a true Pacific Northwestern flare.. Coffee.. Starbucks for sure.. Salmon.. I will have to check into this and get back to you!
Until then.. here's a photo Morgan took from a friend's backdeck of one of our Claim-to-Fames~ Mt. Rainier.
Me *julie* at # 2:09 PM
Saturday, March 27, 2004
Life Changes
Some people are more sensitive about life's changes than I am, I think. Life seems to hit them either harder.. or more intensely. I seem to go about life pretty much the same. Not that I haven't had to 'grow' and 'mature' etc.. but emotionally, I usually can take what life hands out without much change to my stride.
So, when something actually hits me, it slightly surprises me. When I find myself unable to know how to take the next step, it unnerves me. I find feelings of 'failure' hitting me that I'm really unused to.
Maybe some people feel this way with positive happenings. Things that are too wonderful to express and they put the person in a tailspin.. not sure because that never happens to me. I am too even keeled to not handle happiness well.. I can take that any day and love it. But negative things.. or maybe not negative.. just different.. Changes that I wasn't expecting.. when they show up.. unannounced.. they can set me back a step and cause me to analyze more. Yeah, I know, I analyze too much as it is, but these things.. they really make me think. Which, can be a good thing.
I know whatever these changes bring, I can deal with them.. just knowing how they will come to fruition is what tilts me, I guess.
I feel like Anne of Greene Gables when she was complaining to Gil about life changing.. and people changing.. and why does everything have to change. I wish I had the answer for her.
No, don't worry.. I'm not depressed.. just pondering life.
Me *julie* at # 9:25 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
How close have you come to lightning striking?
We had a short but intense hail storm pass overhead this morning. The hail was pretty good size and it came down very hard. As it was just about done, the lightning struck or a sheet of lightning flashed and the thunder was instantaneous. It shook the house it was so loud.
I have seen lightning actually strike hills across the valley but never real close. It always amazes me. I used to think it would come through the window and get me as a small kid..
Me *julie* at # 2:33 PM
Blogrolling seems to be down for the moment.. hmmm
Me *julie* at # 2:30 PM
Monday, March 22, 2004
Some verses about being humble that I looked up this morning. Having God humble you isn't fun..but it's better than being in "man's" hands:
2 Chron 7:14
14 if My people who are called by My name will humble themselves, and pray and seek My face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin and heal their land.
Ps 147:6
6 The LORD lifts up the humble; He casts the wicked down to the ground.
Prov 29:23
23 A man's pride will bring him low, But the humble in spirit will retain honor.
Isa 57:15-19
15 For thus says the High and Lofty One Who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy: "I dwell in the high and holy place, With him who has a contrite and humble spirit, To revive the spirit of the humble, And to revive the heart of the contrite ones.
Rom 12:16-21
16 Be of the same mind toward one another. Do not set your mind on high things, but associate with the humble. Do not be wise in your own opinion.
17 Repay no one evil for evil. Have regard for good things in the sight of all men.
18 If it is possible, as much as depends on you, live peaceably with all men.
19 Beloved, do not avenge yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, "Vengeance is Mine, I will repay," says the Lord.
20 Therefore "If your enemy is hungry, feed him; If he is thirsty, give him a drink; For in so doing you will heap coals of fire on his head."
21 Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.
James 4:10-11
10 Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and He will lift you up.
1 Peter 5:5-11
5 Submit to God, Resist the Devil Likewise you younger people, submit yourselves to your elders. Yes, all of you be submissive to one another, and be clothed with humility, for "God resists the proud, But gives grace to the humble."
6 Therefore humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time,
7 casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
Me *julie* at # 6:51 AM
Sunday, March 21, 2004
Sing a-long #2:
Sittin' in the mornin' sun...
Me *julie* at # 6:55 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Sing along post:
Old McDonald had a farm....
Me *julie* at # 7:38 AM
What makes a dynamic Christian? When you see someone and you automatically think "That person sure has a great walk with God!", what exactly are you noticing? Is it the way they treat others, their devotion to God, or just their charisma? Are those good enough 'signs' to go by? Obviously, we can't read their heart and intention like God can. And we can't see if said actions are what they end up doing when they think no one is watching them. But are there ways or actions that determine a person is really walking with God, and not just putting on an act? Someone we can follow.. or emulate? And what do they do or say to show they are that kind of person?
Me *julie* at # 7:38 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
It's the birthday month!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TYLER!
Can't believe you're already 9!! Have a Super-Bionicle kind of day!
Me *julie* at # 11:07 AM
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
If you haven't chatted with me very much on any messenger program lately.. then most likely you have not heard my deep and pationate feelings about my computer..or had me have to reboot or log back in.. so here's the news for you:
I want a new one so bad.. and when I have a new one...this one will be used for target practice..
I want a laptop.. with a 14" screen, and 512.. and 60.. and RWCD.. and a good graphic card.. and an M processor.
That's all.. it's not much... it shouldn't be that hard to ask for that. donations are being accepted now...
Me *julie* at # 4:53 PM
Saturday, March 13, 2004
Music
is so much like a language. There are only so many notes one can use, but the results that can happen are infinite. Every people group, country, and area can have their own sound.
I had a long drive today and flipped around through my radio stations depending on what song hit my fancy. I smiled at the variety I have on the buttons. It ranges from country, to jazz and elevator music, to Christian, to hard rock, to my favorite 70's and 80's music. And have you noticed that some songs bring back the whole scene you were in that you first heard it? Sometimes I can even smell things that were around.
I can feel the exact emotions that the song stirred the first time. I have a lot of those memories from Highschool when I lived in the Caribbean. There were soo many memories there and a lot of them were wrapped around music. Salsa and Merengue music too, brings back a flood of feelings, smells, and memories.
I wince at people who say that worship music has to be a certain kind.. or have certain words. Because I find I talk to God about a lot of different music, and enjoy the songs with Him.. and to me that is worship.
Me *julie* at # 9:03 PM
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!
<_<
>_>
I HAEvB HAXX0RED MOMZ aKOWNT!!!!1 O_OO_O_O_
Shtuff,
Teh Cory
Me *julie* at # 6:00 PM
And post number 3..
Jesse and Cory are installing their Pergo Flooring as we speak.. in their bedrooms.. that they have waited for for 4 years.. and then they get to move in tonight. Let me tell you.. they are very excited. Jesse will have a locked place for his music and books.. and Cory will be able to put all his computer stuff up and around and lock it so the munchkins don't wreck anything. Pretty cool stuff happening.. right in time for our spring break guest!
Me *julie* at # 1:11 PM
It just seems so natural it can't be a gift...
Sometimes what you do well is so much a part of you that you can't see it as a gift or as something special. But when you do the simple thing that just seems so natural to do, and someone else is so helped by it.. it is an amazing feeling.
Me *julie* at # 1:06 PM
Your Bill Has Been Paid In Full
are the most wonderful words to hear right now. We have been trying to get our mortgage company to take our insurance payment and add it into our mortgage payment. I just called to pay our bill.. and the lady told me this. What a great feeling. (I could almost use this for spiritual connotations! Ha)
Me *julie* at # 1:00 PM
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Just a story I found one time:
All about mothers.
A woman renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation, Emily had hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself.
"What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job, or are you just a .....?"
"Of course I have a job," snapped Emily. "I'm a mother."
"We don't list 'mother' as an occupation...'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically.
I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient, and possessed of a high-sounding title like "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar."
"What is your occupation?" she probed.
What made me say it, I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations."
The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in midair, and looked up as though she had not heard right. I repeated the title slowly, emphasizing the most significant words. Then I stared with wonder as my pronouncement was written in bold, black ink on the official questionnaire.
"Might I ask," said the clerk with new interest, "just what you do in your field?"
Coolly, without any trace of fluster in my voice, I heard myself reply, "I have a continuing program of research (what mother doesn't) in the laboratory and in the field (normally I would have said indoors and out). I'm working for my Masters (the whole darned family) and already have four credits (all daughters). Of course, the job is one of the most demanding in the humanities (any mother care to disagree?) and I often work 14 hours a day (24 is more like it). But the job is more challenging than most run-of-the-mill careers and the rewards are more of a satisfaction rather than just money."
There was an increasing note of respect in the clerk's voice as she completed the form, stood up, and personally ushered me to the door.
As I drove into our driveway, buoyed up by my glamorous new career, I was greeted by my lab assistants - ages 13, 7, and 3. Upstairs I could hear our new experimental model (6 months) in the child-development program, testing out a new vocal pattern.
I felt triumphant! I had scored a beat on bureaucracy! And I had gone on the official records as someone more distinguished and indispensable to mankind than "just another mother."
Motherhood...what a glorious career. Especially when there's a title on the door.
Does this make grandmothers "Senior Research Associates in the field of Child Development and Human Relations" and great grandmothers Executive Senior Research Associates"? I think so!!! I also think it makes aunts "Associate Research Assistants
Me *julie* at # 3:59 PM
Saturday, March 06, 2004
I can tell spring is coming when all the trees along the road start to turn pink..I love it.
Me *julie* at # 1:33 PM
Always something new
to learn and challenge me. I just went through that study on Genesis about Creation. The study really focused on young earth vs old earth. I never really have studied in depth that same issue in regards to evolution. I have read about it, compared it.. And have learned a lot about it. But there is no way I could debate it with someone. As much as I am 'in the sciences' I do not have the debating skills to take on that issue! Butthereare some very strong evolutionists on the forums and they are very knowledgeable in their area. It seems some are more Theistic than others. but whichever, they are blowing the creationists out of the water. :grin: It's not a personal issue to me. I really like all of then personally. And it's not really that I feel I need to change their minds. I just want to be able to explain my mind, my beliefs, and know the difference from fact, theory, and faith in this issue. Of course, they are college age young people debating creation with teens.. and I am no help. Sooo... onto the next challenge~!
Me *julie* at # 7:33 AM
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
Monica and I were discussing how real the flogging
was in the movie The Passion. And so I looked up some info on our friendly google engine. This is some of what I found from someone who has studied the Shoud of Jesus. The Turin Shroud :
History : Brutal flogging was normal before any crucifixion, except maybe in the case of mass crucifixion when the number to be killed each day allowed no time for the whips. For example, at one time, after the beginning of the general rebellion of the Jews against Roman tyrany after 66 AD and before the expulsion from the Holy Land of thousands of the more prominent survivors, the rate of crucifixion was reported to be as high as 500 per day, men women and children.
The whip :
The flagrum was a whip with a short handle and generally two or three long thick thongs, each weighted at some distance from their extremity with lead balls or mutton bones. In action, the thongs cut the skin, while the balls or bones created deep contusions. The result was significant hemorrhage and considerable weakening of the vital resistance of the victim. In compensation, if one may call it that, this weakening shortened their agony on the cross
Hebrew law was strict on this, limiting it to 40. The Pharisees, in order to make sure that they never broke the law, gave only 39 lashes. The Romans had no limit, except for the fact that the victims should be left with just enough strength to carry their crosses to the place of execution. As the man who condemned Jesus to be flogged was Pilate, the Roman Proconsul, the number of lashes could be unlimited. The Gospels report that Jesus could not carry his cross without calling to an onlooker for help. This suggests a very severe beating. Those who have studied the traces of the flogging on the Shroud have identified over 100 lash marks. The victims were tied to columns with their hands above their heads, so we seldom find lash wounds on the arms or forearms.
Examination of wounds :
The marks are all over the trunk of the body, head, shoulders, and upper legs.
Most are on the back of the body indicating that the victim was tied so that he faced the column.
There are no traces on the forearms which must have been raised above the head
There are many traces on the chest, indicating the victim was not tied to a wide column but most probably to a thin one, for example a post, so the lashes could wrap around the body.
The number was between 100 and 120, mostly in groups of two or three.
They are in a fan shape, spreading out from two origins, one on each side of the body. The centre of the wounds inflicted from the right are a little higher than those inflicted from the left. The probable explanation is that the executioner standing on the right was taller than the one standing on the left. One of them showed a tendency to lacerate the legs. There is no doubt that the body wrapped in the shroud suffered severe flogging with weighted whips.
We can calculate the amount of destructive energy that was transferred to the body during the flogging, i.e. the total kinetic energy in all those swinging lashes, which was converted on impact into destructive force.
We know :
The number of lashes was 100 to 120, so let's calculate with 110 as an average.
The weights at the end of each thong or lash were two lead balls, each 1 centimeter in diameter, having a total weight of about 18 grammes. To this we can add 2 grammes for the weight of the leather (assuming that at least 5 centimeters of leather hit the target at the same time as the lead weights); so the total weight was about 20 grammes.
There's a lot more there about the flogging and the crucifixion as well.
Me *julie* at # 7:20 PM
Monday, March 01, 2004
"The more I learn, the more I learn how little I know." -- Socrates
I keep thinking 'growing pains' are for people under 30.. That once you pass that stage even though things don't fall exactly into place, that at least your wisdom and life experiences would make them less volatile. But feelings still get hurt, changes still have to happen, and you still have to learn over and over again how to walk with God. In fact the more I live.. The more experiences I have.. The more I walk with God.. The more I realize I really haven't lived yet.. I really have more to experience.. And I really do not know enough about walking with God.
So, for you who like to pray, please pray me through this next 'growing pain'. I'm not quite sure how to walk through it.
Me *julie* at # 5:34 PM
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